[Strates page 367: on the way to Switzerland. ]
Dear lord Nathan, I don't know if I want to do it anymore, after spending so much time with her I think I have fallen in love with the girl. I know that I am unable to give her certain things a normal couple has but I would love to make it work.
Will, if you truly love her you will make it work she did try her hardest to make you stay.
I know but I don't know if she will be able to forgive me after she found out. I mean she was devastated.
Your parents were broken when they found out and your mother she is the one that is going to hurt the most no matter how much you tell her it is not her fault she is still going to blame herself.
As he reflected upon what Nathan had told him he could not help to think about the pain her mother suffered just knowing what he was going to do to himself.
So will? What are you going to do about the conflict you are feeling right now do u think you are healthy enough to be able to keep going?
Natha I think I will never be 100% but I will try to keep going with the meds.
I did not think it was going to be that painful him leaving me here I really did think that after the time we spent together her has going to think and stay.
I did so too he really did look like he was in love. Maybe he will change his mind you never know. I would be really romantic and we can ever write a cliche book on it! You know I really don't like to see you so sad. I almost forgot that you could frown.
Oh treena, you know how much I don't like to frown and be unhappy. I think there should always be a reason to smile, like now he will be happy and not have to go through so much. Oh my! I have to go it's 10:00 and I have a flight at 11:30! I'll see you when I get back please tell mom and dad I left! Bye
Okay okay, go now love you bye!
Oh, how I hope William will change his mind and make her happy.
I have arrived at the clinic where William will be spending his last few hours. I'm terrified to go in and see him, it's not that I am scared to death it's just that I am scared of being alone after what I and hi went through. You're strong you need to be strong deep breath in and out. Okay, here we go….
As she entered all of my worries left and I felt happy and at peace with my decision. She looked me with her big confused eyes and asked,
¨ hey, what are you doing with your backpack shouldn't you be laying down?¨
To that, I answered with smile.
2 years later Paris, France
william traynor! get over here im not playing!
As will runs over to her she trips over her feet trying to pull her jaket from the ground.
hey hunny! willam says giveing lou his hand.
its been two years sense they were in switserlad will dicided not to give up and try to find a doctor that could help him. A year later they found someone that was testing a new type of surgry, so they dicieded to try. after two months of recovery and intense phisical therapy it finally worked he was able to start walking. that years they went to paris so that lou could go to the little cafe she has always wanted to go to. therer they sat stairing in eachother eyes lovingly.